| mother fucking providence (sorry gina but...) |
[13 Sep 2003|02:04am] |
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well i decided to go out tonite. i never go out i hate being social. but heck i decide to go out. what do i get rewarded with? my purse, with everything in it, getting stolen. yes. everything. then those assgholes decide to take everyhing in my glove compartment. my registration? wtf do you need that for. please. make my life harder. i am so pissed off. fuck providence.
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[08 Sep 2003|07:42pm] |
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wow. im not looking forward to going back to school. jwu sucks. the people there are awful. and the girls act like dressing up for a club is the way to go to classes. i mean damn, you gotta walk up like 5 flights of stairs. is it really neccessary to wear pencil thin high heels ? jesus. i wear sweat pants and such. cause i just dont care. seriously. but on the up side, im sick. rofl. im so pessimistic. ill be writing again when i can say positive things.
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[29 Aug 2003|01:58pm] |
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oh boy. lets reflect on how credit cards are the evilest things in the world. i think that they should be illegal. how in the bloody heck did i manage to work my way into such a debt ?? :( im in big trouble mister. oh on a lighter side, i should be coming home soon. yay fer me. i need to make some money tonight at work. i do hope i do. i hate asking the rents for money. my little sister is growing up wayyyy to fast.
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[27 Aug 2003|02:58pm] |
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i went to ny for a week. it was cool. i love it up there. not much new though. school is almost starting. whoopiedie. i gotta save money. thats hard in school.
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[18 Aug 2003|09:21pm] |
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you know, im sick and friccin tired of everyone around here. everyone is so miserable and grumpy because providence sucks the happiness out of you. why ? i dont know. maybe its because everyone is rude up here. the locals. oh god are they depressing. i hate the people i work with because they are so rude and nasty and dont care about anyone but themselves. im sick of doing favors for people and getting dumped on in the end. ugh.
enough ranting. that felt good though. i just cant wait to graduate. one more year. i hope i can survive. lol.
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[17 Aug 2003|08:43pm] |
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oh for f#$%^s sake. i do NOT want to go to patricks tonight. someone have mercy on my soul. i made money today though. whoopide do. i hate this. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. so irritated. deeeep breathes.
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[15 Aug 2003|04:08pm] |
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i went to the library today and got some books. i got two harry potter ones, foxfire by joyce carol oates, and beach house by james patterson. ill be busy reading fora while. good for me.
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[14 Aug 2003|06:48pm] |
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its hot as heck in my apartment. the power went out everywhere oh boy. not here though. its all over the news. those poor people in NY must be starved of cool air. where am i to complain about being hot. at least i have a fan. i got one more pic i scanned. woooo! and im sick, my throats on fire.
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[14 Aug 2003|12:40am] |
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i want more clothes. i figure i wont have alot of winter clothes but a surplus of summer. i cant believe im actually updating this thingy. whoa there. maybe cause i can vent my random thoughts i feel a bit better. im gonna go home the weekend of the 31st. oh joy. southington here i come.
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[12 Aug 2003|04:43pm] |
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now im on a scanning streak.. im gonna raid my house for any pics that look a little better than the wedding pics. those are funny though. i enjoy it. today i lamped at on a raft. so nice. ill scan more and let you be the judge. ow sunburnage.
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[11 Aug 2003|06:27pm] |
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well okay now. i finally got my hands on a scanner! yay@ so if anyone wants to see pictures of me josh at a wedding (sorta drunk but what the heck it was a wedding .... sorry gina ;x ) let me know. ack i cant stop sneezing. im glad im getting back to having friends again. i sound like such a loser but oh well what can i say. isnt that lovely i just found a glob of something on my new shirt ( i love this shirt) its definetly bubbalicious grape gum. oops.
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[10 Aug 2003|02:25pm] |
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oh boy. do i have a headache. why is my cat so annoying.
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[09 Aug 2003|04:13pm] |
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well today i ate some thai food and i am reallllly stuffed. if you ever get the chance to try thai ice tea, do so. boy is it good. im trying to hang out with some new friends i made the other night but im afraid they wont call me back. i hate the fact that i have no girlfriends (well what i mean is, i really dont hang out with.) how gay is it that i dont have the balls to make friends. what a loser. i bet they wont call me back. i wont be surprised. anyways, on a good note, i do have one of my old friends back. miss gina. we had lots of fun together, and we are both dating josh's. how funny. i gotta go and do stuff...
-and in the end, it somewhat makes a difference when i smile and say good riddance.-
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[08 Aug 2003|01:52pm] |
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1) Last dream I remember~ i was on the pirates of the carribean.
2) Last car ride~ picking up josh @ 3am cause he got a little tipsy with his brothers
3) Last kiss~ one greatful one last night
4) Last good cry~ bleh
5) Last Library Book~ if god wanted us to travel
6) Last movie seen~ tomb raider 2 (whooooo!)
7) Last Book Read~ new harry potter and boy was it good
8) Last cuss word uttered~ my cat jumped off my head at 5 am so i called him a little sh#t (cuss words bleeped for ginas sake ;x)
9) Last beverage drank~ milk
10) Last Food consumed~ pizza
11) Last Crush~ towel guy at work
12) Last phone call~ i dont do phones
13) Last TV show watched~ americas funniest animals
14) Last Item Bought~ my prescription for pinkeye
15) Last time showered~ three weeks ago. oh fine it was yesterday
16) Last shoes worn~ blue flip flops. COPYCAT!
17) Last CD played~ tom petty last dj
18) Last downloaded~ keep on rocking me baby
19) Last annoyance~ old ladies that have no idea how to tip
20) Last disappointment~ Not being able to talk to Gina yesterday. :p thatll all change now i hope ;x
21) Last soda drank~ Cherry coke of course. (hey me too actually)
22) Last thing written~ cell phone bill yuck
23) Last key used~ enter
24) Last word spoken~ "creature"
26) Last sleep~ from 5 am to 11:30 am
27) Last IM~ melon
28) Last sexual fantasy~ in your dreams
29) Last orgasm~ sure
30) Last weird encounter~ meeting james woods.
31) Last Store Shopped at~ walgreens
32) Last ice cream eaten~ coffee
33) Last time amused~ at this party these two really drunk guy and girl acting stupid all night ended up dry humping right infront of everyone and actually enjoying it for real (gross) and someone took pictures of it. i hope they send it to their parents those pigs i couldnt stop laughing at them
34) Last time wanting to die~ when i burned my mouth on pizza ooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
35) Last time in love~ how can i not!
36) Last time hugged~ this morning by one greatful hungover josh.
37) Last time scolded~ hmph!
39) Last chair sat in~ you dont think id stand do you
40) Last lipstick used~ chap stick.
41)Last underwear worn~ !
42) Last bra worn~ ?
43) Last shirt worn~ black v neck
44) Last class attended~ wleadership class
45) Last Final taken~ same
46) Last time dancing~ i tried to learn the 'timmay shake' last night
47) Last poster looked at~ my caffreys one.
48) Last concert attended~ j5 at lupos
49) Last webpage visited~ Livejournal. duh!
GINA GINA I MISS YOU ;/
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| well im back |
[06 Aug 2003|03:27pm] |
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jeez. i havent done this in forever.... i think im done my excursion. i probably #$@#$@ up and dissed alot of people, but what can i say, im good at it. with the request of a friend (i.e. melon) i decided to update this crap. now im a senior in college. and holy crap im still dating josh. (3 and a half years) i havent talked to gina in like 9023494 years and she probably hates me. i think i might leave her a message, if i get the balls to. i just decided to back away from the internet and try my hand at not being around a computer. thats no excuse for not being friends with certain people. whatever though. ill be back
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[13 Dec 2001|03:24pm] |
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today my starter blew out in my car.,,,grand total of $200.....if anyone would like to shoot me may do so now.....HOW DO YOU GUYS DO PICS ON YOUR JOURNAL ENTRIES????SHOW ME SHOW ME...COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT AND TELL ME.
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| Revelations.... |
[10 Dec 2001|03:51pm] |
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i realized that my anxiety attacks occur for one core reason only.....I FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF. and its not cool anymore. im sick of this. i know life sucks.. but what can i do but change it? josh finally confronted me with a problem without yelling and we solved it by talking and it felt so good that i was like YESYESYES!!!!!!! BOYS AND GIRLS I MIGHT BEAT THIS AFTER ALL!
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| Revelations.... |
[10 Dec 2001|03:48pm] |
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i realized that my anxiety attacks occur for one core reason only.....I FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF. and its not cool anymore. im sick of this. i know life sucks.. but what can i do but change it? josh finally confronted me with a problem without yelling and we solved it by talking and it felt so good that i was like YESYESYES!!!!!!! BOYS AND GIRLS I MIGHT BEAT THIS AFTER ALL!
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| falling off my rocker.... |
[07 Dec 2001|10:40pm] |
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can i not be poor for once in my life... please? im going to have a nervous breakdown.. i hate bills i hate money i hate life sometimes... josh says moneys not a big deal but it is in a way...im gonna flip out soon. i feel it coming on and its not gonna be pretty.. i hate xmas.
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| sunshine lollipops and rainbows everywhere |
[04 Dec 2001|10:03pm] |
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i realize tonite that i realllly reallly love josh and thats one of the main reasons why i have anxiety attacks. i'm afraid i might lose him....please dont let me lose him hes toooo precious in my life. take away anything i have except us. please.
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